Are You Proud Of Me? ~ Reading Transcript

DECEMBER 22, 2015

DAWN: Hello *****. I am very sorry for your loss. My hope is to bring you some peace and closure. I am in training and it helps me if you can confirm or deny things I'm getting. Sometimes it is hard for me to know who the puzzle pieces go to. Is there a connection to entertaining? Did anyone enjoy having parties with food, drinks, family....maybe even music? If it's not accurate, don't lose confidence in me, sometimes it takes time.

CLIENT: We use to have parties at my house for Christmas

DAWN: Was there a lot of food? Like that was an important part? Music? Does anyone connect to music?

CLIENT: That would be N*** house she loved cooking. My dad loved music. That’s his mom.

DAWN: Or dancing. ....did someone love to dance?

CLIENT: Not that I can remember

DAWN: A see a couple dancing...formal kind of...

CLIENT: That pic was my cousin wedding

DAWN: Your mom is still alive, correct?

CLIENT: Yes. And my aunt

DAWN; Was someone proud of their heritage?

CLIENT: Yes my dad….And uncle both Italian.

DAWN: I thought so.... that's what I felt. I feel that part is very important. ...almost part of their identity. Does this sound accurate? Their Italian heritage. ..

CLIENT: Yes

DAWN: Family is very high priority....?

CLIENT: Yes

DAWN: I see a woman who enjoyed getting dressed up beautiful.

CLIENT: My N***

DAWN: Is there a connection to a family business?

CLIENT: No family business sorry

DAWN: Our property maybe? Did any of them own property together? A house?

CLIENT: I was supposed to get the house by my uncle screwed me. Family lol

DAWN: Does anyone connect to being in the hospital with an illness?
Being...not bring lol

CLIENT: Both my dad and uncle

DAWN: I'm seeing a few things so it's confusing. ...I'm seeing lungs but also heart....does this make any sense to you?

CLIENT: Lol yep!

DAWN: Did someone pass in their sleep? A woman maybe?

CLIENT: My dad had bad lungs and heart. My N*** passed in her sleep

DAWN: These are their way of providing us with confirmation that it is truly them that we are connecting with. Do you need further confirmation or would you like to ask your loved ones some questions? What would you like to know?

CLIENT: Dad I'm sorry I disappointed you but I did good with M*****. I know you wanted me and S***** together, I tried.

DAWN: He says that we all make mistakes because that is how we learn. His is very proud of you.

CLIENT: I feel like I failed still living at home with mom.

DAWN: He understands and all he wants now is for you to be happy. I don't feel anything bad from him at all A****.

CLIENT: Mom is still mad because I told you to go but I couldn't see you suffer.

DAWN: He has crossed into the light and is now a spirit of light. He is able to see things and understands things now that he didn't before.

CLIENT: I miss you daddy

DAWN: Was he a controlling person?

CLIENT: Is N*** there? …..Oh yes

DAWN: Or persistent

CLIENT: His way always, I rebelled/

DAWN: He says he's sorry for being that way. He loves you so much. Did he have a pet name for you? The more you rebelled, the more he wanted to control....?

CLIENT: Just knuckle head lol yep

DAWN: He says he can hear your thoughts when you wonder about him.....

CLIENT: Lol I'm sitting in his room in the basement

DAWN: He knows you're ok....was he worried about you before he passed on? Great place to connect! He wants you to know that "He" is real! Does this make sense to you?
CLIENT: Yes I had a boyfriend the only one he ever liked and he dumped me after my daughter went to college we were to marry. My dad is real?

DAWN: No....that God is real.... I don't know why that is important for him to tell you...

CLIENT: Because I don't believe anymore

DAWN: Did you tell your dad that you're strong and that you'll be ok?

CLIENT: Yep

DAWN: Before he passed?

CLIENT: Yes

DAWN: He comes through strong... Anything else?

CLIENT: I love you dad. I'm trying. Is n*** there?

DAWN: Everyone has crossed

CLIENT: Thank you for your time.

DAWN: He loves you to the moon and back. Don't forget to make life fun and full of joy. May I ask you a question?

CLIENT: Sure

DAWN: Are you happy with your reading?

CLIENT: Yes

DAWN: Yay. About how many have you had and how do you feel this compared?

CLIENT: Only had 1 of these besides you and you both are very good!

DAWN: I am so glad you enjoyed your reading. I wish you the happiest of holidays. Would you be so kind as to write a post about your reading with me? If you could, I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you for letting me connect with your loved ones. Love and light to you.

CLIENT: Yep! Merry Christmas or whatever you celebrate. It's just really hard cause I know my dad wasn't a God person and lately I've been having issues. I changed religion and we were just talking about believing this week. I'm spiritual.

DAWN: Well...that was definitely a message for you. He clearly said..."He is real!"

CLIENT: I know, crazy because he only went to church on holidays.

DAWN: I kinda got that too. Like perhaps he didn't believe as much as he should have. It's never too late to believe. ....he says

CLIENT: My father never went to church I would always go with N***... then my life got so messed up ... people dying stuff going wrong ... I figured if there was a God why didn't he listen to me.. I felt misunderstood….unloveable.
Dawn: We all do...that's the test. He wants you to read the Serenity Prayer" but read it as many times as you need to until you fully understand it. He says you will find peace when you finally understand. Does any of this make sense to you?

CLIENT: I use to read that a lot lol

DAWN: I'm glad I helped you. ..I'm sorry I made you cry.

CLIENT: I just need to accept things the way they are. The universe has a plan, just not mine. It's ok, I've wanted to cry all week and couldn't lol

DAWN: Thank you so much for the wonderful post. I'm celebrating the true spiritual meaning of Christmas this year for the first time in a while. Perhaps you will too. You will feel your dad when you are thinking loving thoughts about him, not painful ones.....but everything in time.

CLIENT: Holidays are hard for me my family is out of state and my mom and daughter go at thanksgiving or Christmas and I stay home with my dog

DAWN: Why do you stay home?

CLIENT: It's been almost 10 yrs, never easy….because my dog is old and he doesn't play well with others people or dogs. After my dad passed he got really protective.

DAWN: Just remember the only thing you can control are your choices. If you truly wanted to go, things would transpire to help it happen. "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift, that is why it is called the "Present". It's important to heal so that you can live your life to the fullest. The best gift we can give our loved ones is to cherish every minute we still have here on Earth. Learning to live in love...not fear, or pain or the past. These are your choices and completely within your control. You are stronger than you think you are. You deserve to be happy every minute of every day! ♡♡♡

CLIENT: Yes so true. I’m trying to be better for my daughter, don't wanna live in the past to much hurt. I need to be happy!

DAWN: We can all choose to see our cup half empty or half full. Surround yourself with things that make you happy and feel good. Are you really hard on yourself? Give yourself permission to make mistakes. You need to love yourself before you can truly share that love with others. It starts in our hearts and with our thoughts. I have a book I could suggest if you like reading. It really helped me. Are you okay?

CLIENT: I'm a survivor. I'm hard on myself but I pull myself up dust off and off I go. Yes I like to read. It’s just after my fiancé left I was bad off. It took me 4 years to feel better about myself. Then I got fired after 16 years. But I won a little money but finding a job sucks. Being older and medical issues. But I'm trying.

DAWN: I understand. Keep your head high and know good things are in your future. Have a wonderful evening.

CLIENT: Thanks I'm going to bed. Night. Thank you.

DAWN: You're welcome.

CLIENT: Oh the books name please

DAWN: Oh sorry..."A Return to Love" by Maryanne Williamson.