I Miss Him Like Crazy

 DECEMBER 22, 2015

DAWN:  Hello ****. I am very sorry for your loss. My hope is to bring you some peace and closure. I am in training and it helps me if you can confirm or deny things I'm getting. Sometimes it is hard for me to know who I'm connecting with. Was his passing unexpected and, perhaps, a little unusual? If it's not accurate, don't lose confidence in me, sometimes it takes time.

CLIENT:  Yes it was unexpected. And thank you so much.

DAWN:  You are welcome. Was he injured?

CLIENT:  Yes.

DAWN:  Was it on his back?  If this is a bad time, you can PM me later when you are free.

CLIENT:  No. And not a bad time. I had to change a diaper. Lol.

DAWN:  Ok. Was he injured by another person?

CLIENT:  I guess you could say that.

DAWN:  I'm getting a few things as I feel a few trying to connect. I'm trying to decipher so I may need to take a few minutes.... was it some sort of accident?

CLIENT:  Yes.

DAWN:  Does he connect to a motorcycle or bike?

CLIENT:  Yes. A pocket rocket. Lol.

DAWN:  I heard "bike" but felt it meant motorcycle.

CLIENT:  No. He just owned one.

DAWN:  Is there something unique about his passing? I'm getting conflicting things so I'm not sure which to trust.  Is there a connection to jewelry? A chain, necklace...?

CLIENT:  I have his earing... that I gave to him... and it was a car accident.

DAWN:  I was hearing that but somehow I'm still sensing something around his back. Perhaps he sustained an injury in the accident....could be internal organ pain. I'm very sorry. ..are you ok?

CLIENT:  Oh yes it was internal. And his neck

DAWN:  Were you married or going to be?

CLIENT:  I'm married yes. He was my best friend.

DAWN:  I see him being transported to the hospital, is that accurate?

CLIENT:  He was after...

DAWN:  Were you there?

CLIENT:  I was the first to see it and get there yes. (Of his friends and family)

DAWN:  Being new to this, the hard part is deciphering what he's showing me... there is some significance to him showing me the ambulance driving away with his body inside. I'm seeing it as if I am above it looking down. Perhaps that is what he saw if his soul ascended at the scene. Does that make any sense?

CLIENT:  Yeah I watched them take him…..Yes.

DAWN:  Than that is his way of providing you confirmation. I think you being at the scene but not involved tricked me a little.

CLIENT:  Could be. Lol.

DAWN:  He has been mentioning his bike a lot. Was that something you identified with him or was it something that he really loved? Do you know why it is so significant? He started talking about it yesterday

CLIENT:  Yes he loved it. We were going to teach the kids how to ride this summer...

DAWN:  He wants you to know that he didn't suffer.

CLIENT:  I know.

DAWN:  That explains the bike. That was his first confirmation he provided that it's him. Is there anything you would like to ask him? Is there a connection to a jacket or coat?

CLIENT:  I asked to have his sweater but never got it.

DAWN:  ....these are his ways of confirming. Do you have any questions or anything you want to say to him? He does hear you when you wonder or think about him.

CLIENT:  Can you ask him if the baby his ex is having is his... and ask him what I'm supposed to do about B*** and D****. I had hoped he did.

DAWN:  He was letting you know so you don't have to wonder any more. Give me a sec on your questions. ...Thank you. I don't usually get names....but having it helps me connect. I might be hearing a "J" name...but may I have his name please?

CLIENT:  D****

DAWN:  Lol...nope, wasn't getting that. What is his ex's name?

CLIENT:  B****** Or J*****

DAWN:  Which one is pregnant? Was he married or going to marry one of them?

CLIENT:  B*****

DAWN:  Ok. Thank you. Was he a little pushy in life?...wanted people to know how he felt about things?

CLIENT:  To certain ppl yes.

DAWN:  Please understand that I could be wrong but I believe the baby is his. All her keeps saying is "tell them I love them". I don't know if that is answer to your question about what to do or not.... is there something more specific you'd like to ask him?  How does J**** connect?

CLIENT:  He was sleeping with J***.  And D**** is his brother and he is now with B****. I just don't know what to do about that.

DAWN:  Awwwww......that explains why he keeps saying that. He's giving his blessing. Does that make sense to you? Wow, I have been given some very confusing situations to decipher lately. Tangled webs make it hard for me to unravel. Do you understand now why I was feeling several people involved?

CLIENT:  Yes I do.

DAWN:  "It's cool. Please just tell them I love them" make sense?

CLIENT:  Yes.

DAWN:  Do you feel confident that I have connected to your friend ****? He just said that it doesn't matter who the father of the child is. ??? Is that important or relevant?

CLIENT:  Yes and I've said that. And yes.

DAWN:  Is there anything else you want to ask or say before I let him go back with Spirit? It's ok to give more information now if you want. Once we have confirmation that I connected to the correct one then it's okay to open up a little more, if you want.

CLIENT:  Tell him I miss him like crazy. And I love him. And to not be afraid to let me know he is near.

DAWN:  Here's what he wants me to convey to you and everyone else. .... he has crossed into the light and is at peace. He is sorry for the pain he caused. From where he is now he can see the bigger picture and knows the reason for why things happened. He wants you all to know that the only feeling he has now is love. He does not want to hurt any of you anymore. He can hear your thoughts and when he knows that you have healed, you won't feel pain when you think of him" then he will show you he's near. His sign will a crotch rocket like his. He says it does not matter who the biological father is and he does not want any testing to be done to find out. He says the most important thing is for that child to be loved and accepted unconditionally and you should not do things that could make that difficult. Love and accept the child as your own. Life is short. Dream like you will live forever but live like you will die tomorrow. He is there guiding all of you....just have faith.

CLIENT:  OK Thank you.

DAWN:  Do you feel any better?

CLIENT:  Yes I do.

DAWN:  That was all from him....not me or my opinion. Are you happy with your reading?

CLIENT:  Yes I am. Thank you very much.

DAWN:  Ok. If you are happy, I would greatly appreciate it if you post something about it. Is there anything else you want to know? Was there discussion about a paternity test? Just looking for confirmation or not on that. She keeps saying that it's going to be done…….Thank you. He strongly wishes against it. Is there anything else you would like to ask him?

CLIENT:  I don't get why he wouldn't want to do it... but ok. And this is going to sound weird....

DAWN:  He says it shouldn't matter...And...ok....

CLIENT:  But ask him if he was over her. Like I knew he loved her I knew he always would. But if he was still in love with her. To me he made it seem like he was done. I don't get why he'd bless **** and **** either. Lol. He basically saved her from him before...

DAWN:  How he felt then and how he feels now are different. He was subject to all the negative feelings and thoughts of being human. As an angel of love and light he sees everyone for their soul and understands that everything happens for a reason, even things that we humans might see as "bad". He now understands that there is nothing more important than love and faith. Does this help clarify? It's hard to fully understand and comprehend but there is a plan and others watching us for us and helping guide that plan. Someday, could be 20 years from now, but someday you will understand why things happened the way they did. Are you in your 20's?

CLIENT:  OK. No I'm 31. **** just turned 20. He was 22

DAWN:  Ok. ..still young....awwww, there's the connection. Life is full of lessons and most often the answers lie in things we don't see. Have faith ****. ...sometimes our greatest lessons are learned through pain. But pain will subside and happiness can always return. It's hard to watch younger people live their lives sometimes lol. Anything else?

CLIENT:  It really is. He had an old soul like me though. Lol. And no that's all thank you so much.

DAWN:  You're so welcome. I would greatly appreciate it if you post about your reading.

CLIENT:  I most definitely will wink emoticon thank you again.

DAWN:  Thank you so much. I hope you and your family enjoy the holidays. Take deep breaths and have faith. Love and light. ♡

CLIENT:  Thank you. Happy holidays to you and yours as well! Love and light.