I Miss My Baby Girl

DECEMBER 21, 2015

DAWN:  Hello *****. I am very sorry for your loss. My hope is to bring you some peace and closure. I am in training and it helps me if you can confirm or deny things I'm getting. Sometimes it is hard for me to know who I'm connecting with. Is there a connection to your daughter’s heart? Did she pass of a defect or illness? If it's not accurate, don't lose confidence in me, sometimes it takes time.

CLIENT:  Hi Dawn, thank you so much for writing to me. It really means a lot. Yes you are spot on. She had multiple heart defects sadly.

DAWN:  Wow, thank you for that confirmation. Do you or she connect to flowers? Maybe yellow and white?  I'm so sorry. The "wow" was my gratitude for being able to connect with her.  Are you okay?

CLIENT:  Aww.. You’re alright. I’m so glad you’re able to connect with her. I’m not sure if she does connect with flowers but I can tell you I don’t really.

DAWN:  Maybe a baby blanket with flowers?

CLIENT:  Oh yes. She passed away in a yellow blanket. Not sure if it has flowers in it though, sorry.

DAWN:  I'm definitely seeing infant items with pastel colors and flowers. Somewhere there is a connection..... I see her as a very happy baby, is that accurate?  Thank you for that confirmation on the blanket. That is what she's showing me. She will show me things that only you will know, that's her confirming that it is her.

CLIENT:  I didn’t get to know her unfortunately. She only lived for 2 hours and 50 minutes. But I am so grateful to hear this stuff from u as it feels like I am getting to know her.

DAWN:  That explains what I'm seeing now.... I'm seeing her in a blanket and she says her most favorite place to be was in your arms. Does this make sense to you?

CLIENT:  Awww...... Completely makes sense as she passed away in my arms.

DAWN:  It's almost like that is the only memory she has of her time here. She has crossed over onto the loving light and is completely at peace and happy.

CLIENT:  Thank you so much. Really means the world to hear this.

DAWN:  Being in your arms..... she just keeps showing me that like it is all that matters. All she remembers and still feels now is your love for her. Do you ever wonder if you feel her around you?

CLIENT:  All the time. I do wonder if she is hear with me? I felt her here with me once but not since.

DAWN:  It was her. Sometimes they back away to give you time and space to heal. It is important to her that it brings you happiness when you think about her, not sadness. She can hear you when you think about her. She doesn't want you to worry about her because she is okay. She will be there with you on Christmas in spirit. Do you have a stocking for her?

CLIENT:  It bring me both happiness because I got to meet her and hold her and hear her cry and sadness as I can’t get to do all the things with her that I wished I could do. I do have two stockings for her, a bauble with her name on it on our Christmas tree and even a doll under the tree for her.

DAWN:  I'm seeing a stocking hung up for her. She thanks you for that. In time, your pain will fade and you will be left with joyful thoughts. When you get to that point, you will connect to her more often. The connection is through love, not pain. You will feel her the strongest when you feel nothing but love for her but take as long as you need. She will always be there because love is eternal and nothing can break that bond. She chose you as her mother, even though it was short, it was exactly enough for her and she would make that choice again as she has no regrets. From here view, she can see the bigger picture so it's easier for her to truly understand and accept that everything happens for a reason.

DAWN:  From her view....from Heaven...Your beautiful daughter is an Angel of Love and Light. She is just doing her work from the other side. She asks that you celebrate the holidays each year with her in mind, as a time of celebration of another beginning for her, not an end. Is there anything you want to ask her?

CLIENT:  Thank you for your kind words. It really means so much to hear this from her especially coming up to Christmas. I am so thankful to have had her in my life even though it was for a short time. I will never let go of her or never forget how wonderful and beautiful she looked the moment she came out. It makes me so happy that she is thinking about me just as much as much as I think of her. Please if you don’t mind. I would like to ask her if she doesn’t mind if we have another baby brother or sister for her?

DAWN:  I was actually going to ask you if you were going to have another baby....she already brought this up but I wasn't sure if I was hearing her right so I didn't bring it up. Yes.... she wants you to have another baby. She is somehow already connected to that event. I'm not sure if she's saying that her soul will be born again to you or if she's connected on a soul level to your unborn child but most definitely you will have another baby.  What is her name?

CLIENT:  That's absolutely wonderful to hear as both my fiancé are trying again so hopefully I am or will become pregnant again soon so we can extend our family but she will always be our first little princess. Her name is ****.

DAWN:  She loves you very much. I felt a new baby very strong from her. Is there anything else you would like to know?

CLIENT:  Words cannot describe how much I love her too. Oh really? This is wonderful and you’re such a wonderful person Dawn for doing this for me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Could you tell me if I was pregnant as I feel very sick the last week or so?

DAWN:  I don't want to get your hopes up....but I think you are. Please understand I could always be wrong.... but I feel that is what your daughter was telling me. Is there anything else you would like to know?

CLIENT:  You’re the second person that thinks I am too. I kinda have a feeling that I am too but it’s too early to tell. I will leave it to fate. I have taken so much of your time Dawn I would like to give you something if I could as I really cannot thank you enough for taking the time to do this with me.

DAWN:  You are very welcome. I am glad that I was able to connect for you. I just want you to have a wonderful holiday season. If you would like to do something for me you can write a post about your reading. ... I would appreciate that very much.

CLIENT:  Have a wonderful Christmas too and again thank you. Of course I will leave a post. Have a fantastic Christmas and may it be full of joy and happiness for you. Is it ok if I add you as a friend so I can tag you in the post?

DAWN:  Absolutely. I will be here if you'd like a reading in the future as well. Love and light to you and your family. ♡  Thank you for giving me the opportunity to practice and connect to your loved one.